Sunday, January 29

午夜分享

好久没来打理这个小天地了。

又是华人子弟一年一度欢庆的日子,新年快乐!希望龙年将是顺顺利利的好年! :)

象牙塔第一学期正式结束,只能叹光阴时箭。
时间过得特别快,可能因为整个学期都沉浸在吃力不讨好的活动吧
整个学期过得中规中矩,发现很多卧虎藏龙,自己仍需多加努力
美女看到很多,但却还没发现有潜质成为‘沈佳宜’的,仍需耐心等待。

学业,只能用惨不忍睹来形容。
从未试过那么的糟,自以为从小就是读书的料,自视过高
再多几天就会决定生死,真的很害怕
希望,不是死刑。

第一个星期的假期,就这样在吃喝玩乐,家人亲戚朋友与扑克牌之间度过
还有两周,要好好准备自己,为第二学期冲刺。
丘品焕,冲啊!!!

P.S. :有些东西,有些感觉,变了,就是变了,再怎么找,再怎么勉强,都找不回来。

Friday, January 6

Now only I know.

6/1/2012 8.30am-10.15am Legal Method LXEB1101, Ended.

Three months ago, I entered Faculty of Law, University Malaya, accidentally.
I remembered the first day, when I first breathed the air of legal studies.
At the end of that day, I told my myself, I will work very hard from now onward, because I realized the thorough difference between others and me.

Three months passed, I breached my own promise.
I almost did nothing.
Didn't prepare tutorials, at worse skipped classes
Pretended in classes, to ask some question, as tricks to get participation marks
Lecturer reached the final destination, but I was still at the starting point.

Too much of commitments on activities, societies, clubs, events?
Yes, it may be the excuses, even the true reasoning behind.
My own fault? "Who call you go and join so many things?"

I thought, I can cope.
I thought, I was still in secondary school, still taking SPM.
I thought, aptitude and intelligence, can replace perseverance and efforts well.
I thought.

"His genius he was quite content in one brief sentence to define; Of inspiration one percent, of perspiration, ninety nine."Thomas Alva Edison.
Thomas was right. No genius in this world, but only people who are willing to work.

Never feel so pressure and hard in studies for the past 20 years.
I know, no matter how hard I work now, it's too late.
Time already won the competition..

But at least, I will fight until the last moment
At least, I can avoid the worst from happening
Perhaps.

Sunday, January 1

当 1 变成 2 的时候

2011年,在说再见前,来个精彩回顾吧。

4月份,终于,我的大学预备班结束了。
一年,十二个月。
依然清楚记得,最后一天,我抱着宏年哭的那一秒,那一刻。
有时真的不敢相信,短短的一年,却可以建立起好像有一世纪久的感情。
很多时候,我真的不敢想起你们,不敢想起以前的那段日子,因为那样会提醒我自己,现在过得比以前差很多。
我好想呐喊:我真的很想回到以前那一段简单疯狂的日子!

假期,被解放的四个月。
糊里糊涂,歪打正着,我成了全世界人都很讨厌的。。。
信用卡销售员!
全新的体验,前所未有的学习过程。
才发现,每个职业背后不为人知的一面
想念那群每天跟我一起朝九晚五拼到不停的战友
真的觉得自己很幸运,无论去到什么地方,都能遇到‘对key'的人 :)

7月,人生的大难关。
想要穿律师袍,却丢给我计算机。
那段时期的低潮,煎熬,沮丧,是无法抹去的记忆。
感谢,感恩,我身边,有的不是嘲笑与唾弃,而是满满的支持与祝福
到最后,我成功熬过了,谢谢你们 :)

最后的三个月,正式进驻象牙塔。
马来亚大学,学子的梦想舞台
开始,一步一脚印,创造属于自己的印记,足迹。
虽然,绊脚石不断出现,试图阻挡胸怀大志的步伐
但,坚定的意志,伟大的理想,不曾动摇。
成功,我终究会追到你的。

无时无刻,都发现身边有太多太多的好人了
人间,还是有温情的
希望上天继续眷顾我身边的所有人,让世界更加美好!

正式告别年少轻狂的岁月
当1 变成 2 的时候,我们又会有什么蜕变?


新的一年,让我们一飞冲天吧!